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shxt finna finna sit here and blog
4am
finna blog lxke fucc it
make a videolxke fcc it

life lookin bad
but i gotta make it change right?

i met this 1 girl
shit
didnt play that b/s
she remind me of myself a lil
arguedALOT but in like 10 mins i wud smile like
damn
i knew she had dumb niggas on her
i wassnt finna press the issue
cuhx i knew she didnt feel the same
had to let her go
or she let me go?

allbad



$$$$$ thas what i desire



and its gettin closer to judgment day gotta hurry upp and fix shit
meetin wit po in like 10 days or suthin idnt know
too high to think


niggas is bitches off top
im trynna fade but they runnin
theySPEAKto much like females
guess i gotta man up and let that shit slide by me
guess being a man is being a punk?
niggas say thts immature shit
but its the respect right?
or is it my ego?



fck it i aint on tht tip no mor
tired of being done grimey
or doing grimey to others
im on my ac tip

jus do me and only me
& thats where it

ends

time4change

15Days
If im correct.
shxt
time fly'n by quick'r than ever
fifteendays and i think im gone.
shit
fuccin upp i guess
3probation volations
off some dumbshit
3am and im up thinkin lik shit
imreallyfuccin up

time2change
but imthinkim2late
but fucc it
imachangeneway


shxxxxxxsh
moms say im focused on bullshit
pussy,$$$,weed etc etc lol

niggas on my head cuhx they bitch on my other head :x
but fuccc it

aint fuccin wwit fee's like that no mor
tired of females assumin i talk 2 a guap of bitches
cuhx of myspace like wtf

bitches swear like niggas gone on myspace missions acrosss the city for bitchees
lm74ao
but this a serious blog

i cant be doin the same shit i been doing
so its time4change
on sum fucceverybody tipp
jus finna me


i can onlee bee mee ; clearly .

n' the prosses of try'n tu find myself .
i kno wahh i want ,
need ,
&& deesire ,
my problem always been recieve'ng it .
likee : i culd bee told wahh tu du tu gett waht i want [ as easy as that ) , && it could bee some simple lil' shitt , buht i always find myself deliberatly go'n out of my way tu make it moree complicate'd then wahhh it really is .
buth once the door is shutt -- the door is . . shutt x[

M O R P H I N E

mor·phine ( môr ′ fēn′ )
noun
a bitter, white or colorless, crystalline narcotic alkaloid, CHNO·HO, derived from opium and used in medicine to relieve pain
also morphia mor′·phia


sounds lxke cracc lol
ahaha but to me its the awnser
a pain killer
what they give to people when there about to die.. when people have extreme pain
how do i get it? don't worry
it makes everything go away
d i s s a p e a r
you F E E L n o t h i n g
e v e r y thing on your mind
shxt its gone.
you sleep better than ever
it relieves everything
the stress. the problems
but the comedown?
vomit... Nausea.. Headache
no appetite... itching
lol makes it not worth it huh?
not to me :)

"Her"

me :should i do it?
me 2: do what? :/
me: write a blog
me 2: about what
me: about her
me 2: noooo wayy
me: fck it ill do it anyway

so.. i meet her.
where?
typically the following 3
-myspace.com
-a party.
-at the mall.
lmaoooo
( sad i know )
anyways get her aim
got it.
aim. first i try to checc her out
see what kinda girl she is
- rude af
- grimey af
- nasty af
-boring af
- lame af
af = ass fuck
lol
usually stuck with the first 3
i do this by first by asking her a series a questions
i can tell when there lying
its usually obvious
by that txme. i know if she's wifey or bxttch on the side
by this time i find out she talks to someone i know or she's a fuckkin nasty ho
smh .
what's next?
me? well fck it i go off
( usually pushes them away)
or they stay around just to get me back.
by now I'm just some crazy boy/ or I'm just bi polar?
why cuhx I'm too old for games and i get mad quick
guess that makes me crazy smhhh.
she tells her friends how rude i am or how mean i am but yet she still talks to me
in my head i lost trust already.
so i keep an eye out.
:-x tooo bee continued

My Nxqqas ( No hxmx )

fuckq the spelling
I'm hiqh ass fk but uh run tht

cjjaaaaaayy my nxqqa. shxt I've known you for a while. shxt we go wayy baaaackk lxke all the way too the nile . west cov high days ? yeah that shxt was the best. i remeber brenda bro i still can't figure out how yall had sex :-x and the fits bro? yu defitnely upgraded...... and bitches now from jessica deroux isay you defitnley made it. lol my nxqqa used to be shy scared to talk to a ho. now he choosin bxtches. and keepin em on the low :-x . yu got a wife tho and yu never forget that. shxt i could never commit that. but yu my nxqqa bro. yu one of the realest. and by far one of the chillest.



my nxqqaaaaaaaaaaa! John Aye yu my nxqqa for Lxfe i remeber i used to stay upp al night jus to get some bars for our rap battle fight. bakc at wilson. yu was the lbig homie . now yu ridin cle@n doing hella bigg things. and as for me. xm stxll focused on gettin my GED. ahah xm playing but the rap game got a nxqqa thankin. maybe this book lxfe axnt for me. but shxt fuck it. jus gotta stopp watchin bet. and them bars yu spit they was hella Dope. My nxqqa always had a freestyle lxke yu just pulled oone out yo hat. . but shxt for you i wish yu the best bro. A sucessfull nigga in o9 shit xm glad most these niggas only make it to deathrow. :-/ the irony there. but i axnt trippen You leavin clean this just a flow from yo liddo homie aC™




maaaaaliqqueeee my nxqqa shxt. i remeber them wilson days. yu was my nxqqa. back when i had waves 8-) . i remeber that nxqqa tank. shxt i was a punk nxqqa. i let him have my kick. yu waswith me the whole txme lxke " you better get that shit" next day he wanted the fade. and he was big ass fuck. i scared to death. and he was made enough ahaha never fought him doe. i don't think i wud of survived. yu had my bakc bro. and that why i keep yu on my side yu let me noe the game . let me noe wassup. shxt without you. i don't even know. and the hitta traccs we made. yu always used to rip. my nxqqa yu got bars. and that aint changed a bit. yu my broddie tho we go back a couple years. wilson days was cool i think I'm goin back next year :-D I'm in there to stunt . fkc it ima ball. yu my broddie doe. you the Realest of em all


reeeeeeeeeeen. yu my nxqqa for lxfe . i miss the burt missions for doo doo mamas and them late nights. yu on money shxt so i axnt gone knocc that. but you my brxxdie nigga and lxke a Holding penality we go way back. and these bitches yu macc. i swear yu do and if yu didn't fuck miata i wud look upp to you lmaooo nah im playing yu something lxke the big broddie i never had. and that youtube video you made. that shit made me laugh. . but xff txp yu my broddie. and don't ever forget that


jayteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. my best broddie. i swear we been thru a lot..... lxke a fuckin married couple. our relationshipp be going upp & down lxke that cupid shuffle i remebered that white bitch yu remeber virgie friend ; i think her name was lizz . shxt i forgot what it is. but yu got mad at me cuhx she sucked the pipe yu was mad.... took my bitch and fuck! lol it was alright! cuhx its broddies before bitches and don't you ever forget it. these hoes come and go. but i axnt fxnna lose my bro. yu fxnna be 18 this year. and yu still aint cut that hair yet lol and yo swagg been offical.. and you axnt let no pair of skinny jeans miss you. i remeber when i got that bitch drunk and you still tried to get the sucks lmaoooo. memories nxqqa i axnt neever finna forget. just lxke that song flip her lxke a sidekick yeah that was a hit lmaoo but yu my nxqqa tho yu the realest of em all. we go back lxkke old socks and sum tight ass draws.



mac aceeeeeee my nxqqa yea . yu my mount nigga. and i axnt fxnna forget the day i fell in love with yo sister :-x lmaooo but on the real tho shxt yu taught me how to work the studio. and i remeber back at the mount yu tried to fucc with that retarded ho lmaoo. my nxqqa yu was guts yu my lil big nigga. i remeber them wack disses. yu made on the space. they had me dying my nigga. my niggas even knew mac ace. yu a hot boy and a x rated but yu still my nigga. i wudnt fuckin trade it . :-D



w0w0000 my nigga yeah yu the big homie. lxke mac ace yu was the mount broddie. i remeber we used to kick it at lunch and mac ace too . funny times shxt. i miss that shxt except for the food. lmaooo. my nigga had one of them fake silver chain but yu always used to rock it. i saw yu wit that beanie next day i was at the mall and copped it. aha. steez.? shxt my nigga that defines you. and the rap game. yu shxttn on every dude . me yu and mac ace needa to hit the studio but shxt yall both mybros


q beeeeeeeeeeeeeh my nigga. yu the suthinn lxke my twin . we stay on the same. shxt. get money and fuckin a bitch lol yu got a wife tho but before that i know you had hoes ; yu stay on yo money. shit. . i think yu shud be q.cash. . lol nah I'm playin but you my broddie bro. always blowin tree. yu stay on that kush . but you beatin me in everythin except for looks lol nah I'm playin if yu was ugly yu wudnt be my bro. no fag shxt. but yu stxll my steez bro bro



shxtt thass it.
xf yu my nxqqa && yu axnt on here
yu must nxt have a axm or i gxt too tired lmaooo
yummmp

Hiqhhh Ass Fuckk

Shxt. First Blog Like Fucck It
Shxt...
I'm sittin her smoking newport thinkin' when's the last time i told a bxtch i loved her && actually meant it
been a long ass time.
i honestly can say i don't feel anything anymore
i sometimes play that " I'm innocent" don't hurt me act just to get them to think that but shxt . i really don't feel feelings i don't know what happened. its like fucccckk
yummp pretty much it.
-i want the old me Back
but then again. i like the new 1 better Guards Me From the Grimey Females