Tuesday, May 19, 2009

dumbLoaded spokenWORDS?

shxt finna finna sit here and blog
4am
finna blog lxke fucc it
make a videolxke fcc it

life lookin bad
but i gotta make it change right?

i met this 1 girl
shit
didnt play that b/s
she remind me of myself a lil
arguedALOT but in like 10 mins i wud smile like
damn
i knew she had dumb niggas on her
i wassnt finna press the issue
cuhx i knew she didnt feel the same
had to let her go
or she let me go?

allbad



$$$$$ thas what i desire



and its gettin closer to judgment day gotta hurry upp and fix shit
meetin wit po in like 10 days or suthin idnt know
too high to think


niggas is bitches off top
im trynna fade but they runnin
theySPEAKto much like females
guess i gotta man up and let that shit slide by me
guess being a man is being a punk?
niggas say thts immature shit
but its the respect right?
or is it my ego?



fck it i aint on tht tip no mor
tired of being done grimey
or doing grimey to others
im on my ac tip

jus do me and only me
& thats where it

ends



Monday, May 11, 2009

time4change

15Days
If im correct.
shxt
time fly'n by quick'r than ever
fifteendays and i think im gone.
shit
fuccin upp i guess
3probation volations
off some dumbshit
3am and im up thinkin lik shit
imreallyfuccin up

time2change
but imthinkim2late
but fucc it
imachangeneway


shxxxxxxsh
moms say im focused on bullshit
pussy,$$$,weed etc etc lol

niggas on my head cuhx they bitch on my other head :x
but fuccc it

aint fuccin wwit fee's like that no mor
tired of females assumin i talk 2 a guap of bitches
cuhx of myspace like wtf

bitches swear like niggas gone on myspace missions acrosss the city for bitchees
lm74ao
but this a serious blog

i cant be doin the same shit i been doing
so its time4change
on sum fucceverybody tipp
jus finna me


i can onlee bee mee ; clearly .

n' the prosses of try'n tu find myself .
i kno wahh i want ,
need ,
&& deesire ,
my problem always been recieve'ng it .
likee : i culd bee told wahh tu du tu gett waht i want [ as easy as that ) , && it could bee some simple lil' shitt , buht i always find myself deliberatly go'n out of my way tu make it moree complicate'd then wahhh it really is .
buth once the door is shutt -- the door is . . shutt x[